Inner Guide
In December of 2012 I was downsized out of my corporate job. Hey, it happens.
Fortunately, not having a job to show up to afforded me an opportunity to head to the Grand Canyon for some hiking and a sense of perspective.
I had intended to go on a solo mission into the canyon; I had prepared an awesome playlist of inspiring music, set up my video camera to document the trip, and was excited to venture into the wilderness alone. I intended to shoot video throughout the hike and upon my return create a montage of my experience alone in the wild and share it, Survivor Man style. This was my project.
I was ready and anxious for the journey: my bags were packed, food, supplies, filters, water, shelter, everything I needed to be self-sufficient was on my back and at my fingertips. Man vs wild. Alone. Survivorman.
At the trailhead however, I met a first-time hiker who appeared intimidated by the task ahead. I offered assistance and in that moment unwittingly accepted a hiking partner. My self-described "big solo mission" had now turned into a guiding event.
As we descended into the canyon I felt that I had somehow betrayed my intention; I was here to go it alone, but now I was becoming responsible for another. And although my initial plan went flying out the window, it turned out to be one of the best choices I ever made.
On the way down I learned something about myself -- I realized that I was significantly more capable than I had initially believed I was. I was able to share my knowledge and experience to help another person navigate an unknown environment safely. I felt I learned more in sharing this experience than I ever could have by myself.
I had the privilege of watching someone accomplish something they never thought they could do. I guess this is what it feels like to be a teacher. And, since I was already making a video for myself I offered to do the same. I know I love my travel videos, so why not make a memory for someone else to share too?
So, without further ado may I present Joo-hee's perspective from her Grand Canyon hike. Congratulations, you did it!